Sad

My grandpa passed away in his sleep this weekend.
I am really sad that he’s gone, but at the same time I know it was a good way to go. He didn’t linger in his confused and failing state, and he died peacefully in his sleep. That’s how I would want to die.
I find myself sort of carrying on, on autopilot. I doubt anybody I haven’t specifically told knows that I’m really shaken up and sad. I know I will really start to miss him once we have a family get-together without him. My grandpa was a great guy, a fantastic grandpa, and a blast to talk to.
He will be sorely missed.